Heloooo!!!! It's been decades since the last time I blogged hehe. I really sorry for not available here because of my medical college life which is superrduperrmegaahyperrhectic. So seems like the last time I blogged it's me still being single hehe but for now hehehehehehehehehe I already have a serious and committed over a year relationship hehe (with a boy of course). Then.... I want to tell you our story first
So the first time I knew about him is when Mbah and Ceyi always help me to find a boyfriend (because of my longterm single-ship haha). It's about the end of 2011, they kept introducing their friends to me but there's no one that interest me until Mbah told me about IM. IM was their schoolmates that lately known as Mbah's brother because they're drinking the same breast milk. Mbah kept talking about IM, how funny he was and how stupid he was so I got interested in him hehe. Then I asked Mbah to made us to knew more but she told me that IM already had a girlfriend at that time. I was disappointed and still thinking about him for several days (only several days, remember!)
In the middle of 2012, I was going to college and "play" with Mbah and Ceyi all the time (absolutely with the other members like Muthia Mario and other) then they told me about brokenhearted IM. How he broke up with his girlfriend and me which is still interested in him and took pity of him, asked them to introducing me to IM at that time and I promised them that I'll take care of him and never let him brokenhearted anymore. Then Mbah and Ceyi agreed me too. But at that time I assumed it as a joke and they're too so we forgot that thing exactly that day
In the end of 2012 (exactly on December 8), I was "play"ing with my sidosermo girls neighbor (Mbah, Ceyi, and Muthia) at McDonalds nea our houses as always. Then Mbah got called from Dewa, her schoolmates which is my junior schoolmates too. He asked Mbah that he wanted to join us too because he and some of his friends doesn't know where to hang out. So they join us at McDonalds. There're 3 boys that join us, it's Dewa, Firman, and IM. At McDonalds I talked with Dewa because I didn't knew about the other while Mbah, Ceyi, and Muthia talked with all those 3 boys. But I really didn't have any idea who are they
After bored playing cards in McDonalds, we decided to moved to play in Mbah's house. On the way to Mbah's house, I asked Ceyi who exactly the 2 boys that I didn't know. So Ceyi told me that they're IM and Firman. And I remembered the story about IM and I also remembered that it was IM! THAT IM! Then it changed a bit of my mood and became more excited about IM.
Arrived at Mbah's house, we officially be acquainted there and IM kept flirting with me. He always stared at me and when I stared him back he'd said "I'm shy! She's looking at me!" and when he made jokes and I was laughing he'd said that he's shy because I'm laughing at him. Sometimes I didn't laughed at him and he'd said that he's sad because I didn't laughed at him. And at that time I became more and more and mooreeeee interested in him. Because Dewa took pity of me for being flirted by IM so he asked Mbah and Ceyi to took me home. When I wanted to go home, he's like asking my phone number in a joke-tone so I didn't mention it but then he said "Ughhh, she don't even noticed me" and Firman said "Take it easy, if she's your soulmates, you guys will be meet up again" and IM replied "But in this kind of situation, seems like we'll never be meet again". But I keep walking with cool
After I got home, I still thinking about him everyday for 3 days. I always hoping he'd text me. When I pray, I also pray to Allah, if he's my soulmates then got us closer, if not the got him away from me including my thoughts because it's so bothered me. After 3 days hoping to Allah.....exactly on December 12, 2012 at 08.08 am, he texted me! Yes! He's really text me exactly like what I asked to Allah! I was soooo excited and we're texting everyday from that time (until now)
He's soo confusing because he's kind of humorous person that liked to flirt with many girls just for fun. I also sad because watched him flirted to many girls on his twitter. After several days I got really in love with him, I asked some of my friends that also his friends. I asked about IM and they're all gave positive comments I didn't know why. When I asked Ceyi about him (which was like to flirted with many girls) Ceyi told me that IM only flirted for fun with many girls but never texts one of them. If he texts a girl, so he's really serious with that person like with his ex. So I became more optimistist with him. Sometimes he asked me out but I didn't know why I always refused it for some reasons. Until the time he visit me at my house! That night, after Nurin visited me, IM said that he just done his soccer game near my house and stop by at Mbah's house and later because Mbah and Ceyi weren't at their house so he came to my house and.......he felt that he's so dirty after playing soccer and so ashamed to met me so he used his helmet and didn't want me to saw his face while he's admiring my face hahahaha. After a bit chat and he pray at my house, he's going back home then
Several days after his visit, I met his friends that had task to took pictures with some girls. But he didn't want to meet me. He just dropped his friends off and wait at the parking lot. I really thoughts that he didn't like me but actually he did that because of he's too ashamed to met me haha. After christmast that time, we met again at our college inauguration (because we're in the same college but different department) he looked so shy in front of me there haha but I was too sad that found another girl that being paired to him. After the inauguration I asked Mbah about that girl and she didn't have any idea who's that girl so she talked to IM to be serious with me
A day after the inauguration, he visited my house again. It felt so romantic that he came to my house in the middle of the rain and we're talking much about us under the umbrella in front of my house hehe. And a day after he visited my house he said that he liked me but not in a serious situation :(
Anddddddddd on December 31, as always I celebrate new year's eve at Mbah's house with the other sidosermo members at that time, IM didn't text me while me always waiting for his text. After 12 o'clock, we heard some motorbike's sound and there's Mbah's friend. I didn't have any idea if there's IM too so I didn't go out from Mbah's house and wait in the house with sidosermo members. After a while, Ceyi told me that there's IM there. I'm so excited and wanted to have more chat with him because I really comfortable chatting with him. But when I went out from the house and met him, he don't even say hello to me. He just stared at me with standard expression while his friends say hello to me. I was so disappointed and back inside Mbah's house.
Until about 3 am there, he sat down at the terrace and kept staring at me while his friends also kept make some joks about him staring at me. After a while, he came to me and asked me to talked outside with him. And there.....he asked me to be in a relationship with him hehe. At that time he said that he didn't want to have a serious relationship because he still had a trauma being in a serious relationship but after a week in a relationship he said that he's serious with me (?) and we go along up and down after this a year relationship hehe. Here're some photos of us hehe
Yes I know he's not handsome as any girl would like. Yes I know he's not as rich as any girl would like. Yes I know he's not much clever as any girl would like. But he came for me when nobody comes. He wait for me when nobody waits. He admires me when nobody does. He accept me for being me when nobody does. He made me feel like I'm special when nobody does. He never notice my mistakes when everybody notice. He never left me when everybody left me. He knew all my bad and still being with me
He's not perfect. And so am I
Yes we're arguing a lot and also we having fun more often
